Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Without 7: Unpoetic Personal Releases









A new black dress
Unknown
You, even more so
The bench wants to go away
But you won't let it...

Funeral of love
With Tagore for company
No way of reaching out
All doors shut...

You have moved on from me
Life, move over
Over, I can't...

You, under cover
Let me take a bow
One last time
Time last
Lasts...

You won't meet eye to eye
As if eyes necessitate love
Eyes bear hate
All hate all over...

My ears are not funny
Will never be
My eyebrows, not so neat anymore
No more pats on the head
Or little twirls among the hair
Accept
Except
Do not expect...

Why this vain hope?
GO HOPE GO
DO NOT HOP AROUND
YOU BETTER BE GONE
I BETTER BE GONE...

What hurts more, dearest?
Banishment--declared
Or
Disownment--executed?
What hurts more?...

Sorrow with you at its end
No, only sorrow
No you at its end!...

You are only at wit's end
Mine
You be happy! that's it
Fine...

She giggles with a digital camera
Showing landscapes
What about mine?
Does she see them?
No, certainly not...

The same word RID
She has got RID of me
I am still RIDDEN!
The word roots are different
All too different...

You are being clinical
I am, as always, messy
Throwing a coffee cup into the ashcan
You go away, unseeing
I see on, at your back
It is all about a missed encounter
Is it?...

I am not a man of nothing
I am least
Of least
But you are even unmaking
The least
The thus-far and the so-called
Unbreakable...

I brought your bag
Our bag-couples
You did not
Perhaps yours is torn
Forever
Apart
Unstrung
You have brought a new one
You are all too new
I am the old one, all the same!
But then the same bags given on the occasion
Forming a new couple?
Possibility?
Too little too late
Is it?
Is it ever late?
Ever little?
Forever?...

Green on your nails
I, all too green
"Green" and "dying"
As Dylan Thomas said
Invert LIVE
And you have EVIL!...

Could not see your eyes!
Seeing eyes
Eyes seeing me
Never to be again
Only mine, looking at the back of your eyes
Looking always at something else...

It is going to be
VERY
VERY
LONELY
Dearest,
But it will not be LONG
And that's the saving grace.

1 comment:

Subham said...

So this is life?
Dreems need not be fulfilled here.
Just the longing should remain.
A thing must time to time
Just fuel the wheel of hope.
Each day's station will come and go
If we can live a happy fool.
Life is as easy and done,
As these words.